FA's Life - Trip 2

I'm 25 years old now and I have never been in East Malaysia. This is my first time landing in Kuching, Sarawak. And later night to Bintulu. Again, checked in superb nice hotel. Reached here early in the morning, checked in Four Points Sheraton, enjoyed my bathtub bathe, then walked around the town area and had local Sarawak Kolo Mee :)

Starting to love this job more and more. Everyday's a special day :)

FA's Life - Trip 1

My new life has begun with new career :)

I'm a Flight Attendant (FA) now. It's very much different doing private jet and commercial airline, as told from my friend. Indeed it is, very very different!!

My first official trip is to Hong Kong. HK will become my second home after this, as HK is the most frequent destination for my boss.

God bless me that every flight is always smooth and success :)

Finally....

yes, what a word!

FINALLY.......

yeah, finally i can say "finally".
It's not wishful thinking because I've made it :)

after 3 years of persistence, i am proud to say that I've made it.
in these 3 years, I've been always positive that one day my dream will come true.
I've put on braces, tried to slim down, wanna take course (but didn't)....etc.

I've went a lot of places for interview...KL and SG
but i failed every time...
i always tell myself that 'God has something better for me".
i always believe that...

now, it's true....Thank God :)

A Change in Year 2012

Dear blog,

So sorry...seems like i have not update my blog for umpteen years...haha
yes, i wanna talk about my life again..."how i'm doing so far...."

"so far so good", been just very ordinary these days, leading the same old life.

I'm so wanting for a change....in my career and my life.
i just wanna throw away these two years' memories and move on...it's time.

Human Resource is not what i wanted, however, I'm glad that I am being exposed to this field and learned up quite a lot HR skills.

I have my plan for year 2012, i hope it can be executed from time to time. Starting February, I'll be undergoing Flight Attendant Preparatory Course for 3 months. Hope to get the job that I have been longing for. I'll tender my resignation latest by June 2012 if i didn't get any crew job in between. I'll then shift to Singapore/KL and opt for another suitable job.

That's my plan. Pls take place.

more than words...

Her : Are you not feeling well?

Him : Yes, how do you know?

Her : I can see from your face, i'm not well too.

Him : Take good care.

Her : Yes, so want me get anything for you?

Him : No need, just get yourself healthy.

假装~

假装坚强，是不想让人看到软弱；

假装开心，是不想让人知道寂寞；

假装高兴，是不想让人看见伤口；

假装甜蜜，是不想让人看见泪水；

假装轻松，是不想让人发觉心酸；

假装幸福，是不想让人看见疤痕；

假装快乐，是不想让人看出孤独。

寂寞~

孤单，是你心里面没有人。
寂寞，是你心里有人却不在身边。

原来我可以很优秀

哭的时候没人哄，我学会了坚强；

怕的时候没人陪，我学会了勇敢；

烦的时候没人问，我学会了承受；

累的时候没人可以依靠，我学会了自立。

就这样我找到了自己，原来我可以很优秀 ~♥~

~♥~

不是每件事情都能去解释，

不是每个解释都能有答案，

糊涂一点，人生会快乐一些~♥~

♥♥♥

我只想忠於我自己的感情...♥

sharing...

有把伞撑了很久，雨停了也不肯收。

有束花闻了许久，枯萎了也不肯丢。

执着，是不悟。
...
但，生命中总有些值得坚持的事，
总有些值得等待的人，

让我们懂得珍惜，懂得付出，
并因此而快乐幸福~♥~

something meaningful...

摘不到的星星，总是最闪亮的。
溜掉的小鱼，总是最美丽的。
错过的电影，总是最好看的。
...失去的情人，总是最懂我的。
我始终不明白，这究竟是什么道理。

不要总把喜欢的东西带回家，你的家放不下，你的心也装不下。
就让他们待在原来的地方好了，想起他们的时候，我们一起回忆吧。

Today, i hate it...

I hate the thing that happens right before you sleep...

Every mistake you've ever made, every word you wish you never said, every moment that made you cry rushes through your head....

and all you can do about is to pretend that it never happened at all...

13 April 2011

my last post was on 23 March and today is already 13 April, been real slack lately :P

life is kinda packed these days,
packed with lotsa sport games....
gym, badminton, swimming and of course golfing :)

my pink golf club, nice huh?! :)

Fell in love with golf, now only i realize how fun golf is~
from starting point I can't even hit a ball, not as easy as what i thought,
now i didn't even miss a ball, haha....still it's too early to be happy...
i still have lotsa kungfu to be done to play it well.

going down to the course is still very faraway based on my 1/4 skill :P

oh ya, I am flying off again...end of this april with my sister :D
time to release pressure from work, haha~
time to have lotsa fun~
gonna snap stacks of photos as this is the first time I am visiting Western country.
mad excited :) :)

Went to USS with bingzy and we had lotsa fun there.
there's been a long time since i last met him and guess what,
we are still so damn close....guess this is what we called BFF :)
lotsa crazy and happy moments spent together, a worthwhile trip indeed~

And also, not forgetting the beauty pageant that I participated earlier.
I won a "Most Photogenic" title, damn happy to enjoy the whole process
even though I didn't manage to get the 1-3 prize~
Made lotsa pretty friends throughout the competition, another worthwhile event :)

About work, I might have the chance to go overseas again, still yet to confirm though.
If fortunate, I might need to go Vietnam again and Philippines for recruitment purpose.
Hope it's confirmed, so that I can obtain another experience in interviewing again :)

Anything that I missed out here?
If yes, guess it's not really suitable to share it here.
I might as well keep it inside
^_^

i hate myself...

i hate myself.....
hate myself for being so unfirmed...so undetermined.

always change my mind after the decision is set....
I am always beaten by my heart & mind...

Please let me do this again and this time I am gonna do it.
Suffer...pain...numb...time will ease them all~

My ❤ Necklace

Two of my favourite ❤ necklaces

Both in heart shapes with special meaning,
simply love them❤

I am a Golfer~

Yes, I am a golfer...
correctly should be a beginner golfer :P

My GM's succession plan, to train me up to be his disciple~
He's my shifu now, haha XD

Went to Pulai Spring Golf Club yesterday and learned starting from zero.

Firstly, is to get the items to start the training.
Complete club, gloves, golf shoes, cap etc.
Lotsa troubles though for this sport, lotsa money needed too~

my golf shoes (Brand: HEAD)
I have this brand's tennis racket too, freaking nice white color racket :)

looks different with normal sport shoes~

my 1-sided glove, to start off with driving range~

Still finding a nice complete ladies' club set, will gotten it soon :)

My shifu said I'm not bad, quite a fast learner, haha XD
Managed to learn up the standing position and holding club position,
as well as swinging position.
Not so correct yet though, have to get some coaching to learn more.

Golf is really a tough sport, not as easy as what i think.
I still need lotsa practice before I can get onto the course for 9 holes.

Hopefully, I can become a pro-golfer soon, haha XD

Life, to achieve~

Pity my long abandoned blog...been extremely busy lately.
Not even have time to blog a post......
too many things kept inside me...
All of a sudden I feel that I'm suffocating.

have you ever hate your own character?
Sometimes....right?
Same goes to me....there's too much of dilemmas in life,
too much...too hard...for you to make a certain decision.
But what i have chosen is go along with my heart, selfishly.

No regrets, i hope~

Many things to accomplish this year....and i tell myself i must do it all~
Firstly is having a S figure, wanna shed all the fats and transform again...
just like how i transformed few years ago....
hopefully it's gonna be another good transformation.
Secondly is about traveling, travel as more as possible.
Glad to say it's gonna be accomplished soon.
Jan - Bali, Indonesia
Apr - Perth, Australia
Aug - Taiwan
Sept - Phuket, Thailand
Dec/Jan - China (pending)
I gotta travel more before my status change into unemployed.
My plan to resign on Feb 2012, retire at young age, haha...just for laugh though.
I'm gonna stop working for a year perhaps, will apply work holiday plan end of this year...
May God bless me :)

Again, I am pushing myself to another challenge.
I am participating in a beauty pageant (southern region) organized by Lion's Club.
Hopefully I will achieve something through this competition,
even not, i got nothing to lose....experience gained though XD

I will do my best in every aspects...
.....pageant, career, and life :D

Happy New Year 2011♥

New year, new resolution~

My resolution is not considered new, it's the same as last year.
Happiness & Healthy, for all my loved ones.
For myself, of course, I hope I can be slimmer and slimmer...
can be prettier and prettier too haha XD

It's already the 8th day of year 2011....
lack of time to blog lately...
being heavily bounded by work, it's a good news though :)

Everything is happening so fast.....
time flies like a blink of eyes....
kinda scary as I am not getting any more younger...
lesser and lesser youth time for me to accomplish my dreams....
i have to act real fast.....

Lots of things happened last year, totally changed my life....
positive or negative, i couldn't say.....

Buck up, life's not hard, keep smiling :)

I have a cute son!

I am not yet married.....
and of course not yet pregnant.....

but.......i have a son :)
and he's so so so cute >.<
His name is Munyai, he's 2 years old now.
Our fate started on 03 Jan 2011, our ties shall start from now~

Change a life,
change my own :)

♥2011♥

Few more hours and it's gonna be year 2011......

How time flies.....
First, I am older by 1 year although my birthday is still far away from now....
Second, the most anticipating part is BONUS and Chinese New Year,
it's gonna be so so so exciting!!!!!

One thing that i must do before entering year 2011 which is flash back what I've done and learn in year 2010.
Lotsa things happened and it can't simply fit into 1 post here.
I'll do it short and sweet then :)

The whole year is about work and traveling.
Sounds bored huh?!
Guess this is what we called working life, sucks sometimes, sweet sometimes XD

Went to Taiwan, Vietnam, Thailand and Hong Kong this year.
Well, I consider myself very blessed to have visited 4 countries this year.
Learnt quite a lot of things when I am in overseas, it's worthwhile :)

Besides that, I have crossed my own barrier to put on BRACES!!!
It's so painful and suffering....but still worthy....
that i will have a pretty smile and face shape very soon.

Talking about work, my commitment grows into an unexpected level....
unexpectedly high.....
it's good news though :)
Also, I have been promoted this year with increment, excited till now LOL XD

Overall, 2010 is a blessed year and it's gonna be the same for 2011 too...
May all my loved ones stay healthily and happily as ever,
guess that's the most important thing to me~

Happy New Year, 2011♥

My LetterBox❤

Proudly introducing: A very cosy and warmth cafe in Pontian, Johor~

❤LetterBox❤
Nice Decor~

A nice place to have a drink & chit chat with friends~

My cutie, love posing for me, love her loads❤

my fav drink, hot matcha milk~

The spaghetti, totally marvelous!

Thumbs up for this cosy cafe, LetterBox~

A Gift of Life♥

I always wonder.....

How can i contribute?
or how can i make my life worthy?

Just wanna do something that is meaningful, guess my decision is worthwhile :)

Today, I've made my pledge to be an organ donor~

Donation after death, helping to save the lives of many needy patients~

To know more, visit A Gift of Life ~

Your organ may help to change the lives of others who are suffering from organ failure or dysfunctional tissues.

Give them the priceless gift of life!

The End

I've been doing lotsa stupid things lately, and guess this is not a good space for me to voice out all my troubles anymore~

Guess I'm brainwashed....

Being emotional when I'm all alone, tried to pack myself with lotsa works,
but this doesn't work at all....
I am still thinking......
Time can help me to erase it from my mind..but it's taking a long time for me to do so...
I never had such an awful feeling before, it's like something stuck inside my brain and my heart...
So awful and I'm feeling terrible....
Somebody please help me....

I don't want to do stupid things anymore...
Keep telling myself that it's not worth it, I already know I don't deserve it.....

It's over, it's the end.
I'm not going to repeat my stupidity again.
It's just a nightmare and I will awake in the end~

Random New Photos

Some random new photos.

Makeup by Nicole~

I am getting married!

It's not April yet and it's not April Fool~

I am getting married :)

Trying out gowns for photo-shooting session~

Sharing here one of the images chosen :D

Fat bride :(

Gonna cut some more calories to look good on my Big Day....
Gambateh!!!!

A restless morning

Duh...that was a super restless morning, 08-11-10

I'll remember this day forever....

Our office was broken in by some stupid buggers.
It was a blue blue blue Monday....the whole office was mad messy and filled with dirt.

Claimed by my GM, these people are professional conman,
as this was all well-planned before carried out.

First is killing our watchdog on last Friday,
second is they know the route and floor plan so well...
third is they cut off all our phone lines....

They even knew which is the way to break in without alerting our security guard.
They managed to break into the Store, followed by ground floor office,
and finally to the 1st floor office.
They broke in all the doors and ransacked all of our drawers, of course took all the valuable stuffs.
(Doubting whether there is an insider in this case)

The worst thing happened in my AGM's room which is also finance office.
This is where we suffered heavy losses, laptops, OHP, cash, gold and etc.
Total loss is approximately over 30k+.....OMFG!!!

Construction area, lol~

They used up a grinding machine to make a hole and break the safe,
and everything was gone :(
Imagine the 15cm thickness safe made of bricks & plates, they managed to drill a hole out of it,
freaking scary~
Guess they used up 3-4 hours for this burglary.

Sigh..........lotsa works to be carried out after that.......
Police investigation: Giving statements, taking finger prints & evidences, finding suspects
& so on.....

What a restless morning!!!
F*ck those buggers $%#@!!!!

No doubt, you're in love♥

What each kiss means?

- Kiss on the Forehead: We're cute together .
- Kiss on the Cheek: We're friends.
- Kiss on the Hand: I adore you.
- Kiss on the Neck: I want you, now.
- Kiss on the Shoulder: Your perfect.
- Kiss on the Lips: I LOVE YOU...


What each gesture means?

- Holding Hands: We definitely like each other.
- Holding you tight pressed against each other: I want you.
- Looking into each other's Eyes: I like you, for who you are.
- Playing with Hair: Let's fool around.
- Arms around the Waist: I like you too much to let go.
- Laughing while Kissing: I am completely comfortable with you.


If you were thinking about someone while reading this,
you're definitely....

....in LOVE♥

Trust me♥

Yeah, i talk to other guys.
I laugh with other guys.
I hug other guys.
But none of them will ever mean as much to me as you do

Trust me♥

Fed Up

LOVE
is a misunderstanding between two fools~

Birthday♥

So so so so freaking happy~

Just gotten my first and super early birthday present~
Make a guess~

Drop some hints then >.<

Hint 1: Apple- Sweet & juicy~LOL

Hint 2: This is obvious enough huh?! Haha XD

Yes, it's apple iPhone4

I never thought that I can get an iphone or even the latest iphone4 for my birthday~
So freaking happy & excited~

But I'm still figuring it out, not really know to how use,
but some of my friends said iphone4 is very easy to use and it's so useful.
Will be a piece of cake for me after 1 week's time, haha XD

Camwhore using my new gadget~

Having Myanmar style steamboat with friends~
Surfing the net anytime & anywhere, even when I am having my meal LOL :P

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

Dispensable or Indispensable

What is the thing that you think you're indispensable with?

Love♥?
Money$?
Or else things?

Do human beings really have something that is indispensable with?

Based on my friend's case, it is 'Love'.

Is love so important than anything else in this world.
I can see this from your side.
Seems like your world is full of your partner and love matters the most to you.
Not to say that this is wrong,
but have you ever stop by and see the other faces around you?
Those faces who have never left you and even help you when you have problems.

Take a step backward and you can see that they are watching you all the time,
giving you advices and concerns, yet you couldn't feel them at all~

Why? too obsessed in love i guess~

Mistakes made you realized what is pain and misery. Pain is inevitable.
You've gone through so many things~
You've lost so many things~
Tears, pain & misery ain't enough to sober you up.
Instead, love drowns you again~

As a friend, I sincerely hope that you've met your Mr.Right,
but at the same time, don't neglect those closed ones around you~

Words are my voices♥

Live beautifully,
Dream passionately,
& Love completely♥

20102010

20102010

Special date, so I am going to leave a short post on this special day~
So lame, i know that...hahahaha XD

Let me share something meaningful here~
Been posted to my FB wall this morning~

Life lives, life dies.

Life laughs, life cries.

Life gives up & life tries.

But life looks different in everyone's eyes~

Hmm...so what's your definition of your life?
Stick to the positive side :D

Something cheeky♥

A girl can wait for the right man to come along,
but in the meantime,
that still doesn't mean that she can't have a wonderful time
with all the wrong ones♥

Discover Hong Kong♥

Hello October!

Today, my coll said: "2 more months and it's gonna be year 2011....time flies so so so fast"!

I totally agree with her, kinda feel like I am growing so old, so dread old...
yet many things are still left undone....sigh....BIG SIGH!!!

Time passes like a blink of eyes~
Next month is November and it's my month!!!
November 2010 made me an old lady T.T

I am just back from Hong Kong and guess what I love HK very very much except for all the mainlanders, I am sorry that I didn't mean to offend. But i had a super bad experience with mainlanders in HK.....they cut queue, they speak rude, and they are so vulgar.
Forget about the f*cking part, still my trip was a nice one :D

Basically, I love Ocean park, Ngong Ping Village and Avenue of Stars. Super fun with awesome scenic XD
Love Ocean Park the max as I am so effing lucky to be chosen to the stage...
that i have the chance to get so so so so close to DOLPHIN!!!
Freaking excited at that time!!!!!Shaking hand with dolphin~

Me & Lily @ Ocean Park~

Awesome night scenic

Not forgotten, I love HK food too XD
I ate lotsa tomatoes in HK, hahaha....baked rice with pork chop in tomato sauce!!!
Also, dimsums, french toast, polo buns, milk tea and fried beef hor fun, mad delicious!!!

Baked rice with pork chop in tomato sauce~

My favourite french toast with lotsa syrup.....so guilty :P

Local HK Dimsums~

I am living my life to the fullest XD
Work hard, play hard
& enjoy life♥

Speechless...

Can anybody help me

I'm outta plan

Guess i left my world in somebody's hand~

Off for Fun~

I'm off from 2 Oct to 10 10 Oct 2010~

Where???

Hong Kong, I'm coming!!!!!!!!!!
1 week holiday, yeah, sounds real great!!

Can't wait for the awesome scenic and food @ HK~

Disney Land XD

Ocean Park~

And,

my favorite French Toast~

Gonna gain much weight............... :P